It’s Cinco de Mayo! It was May the Fourth yesterday and I don’t know how I wasn’t on tumblr with you guys. So a late May the Fourth be with you to you all! So John and I have still been texting CONSTANTLY. I mean it hasn’t given up at all. Whenever the conversation seems to be coming to an end he starts up a new topic (I think that’s good?)

    Ok so his best friend (let’s call him Bryce) added me on Facebook today. So lets just say that I’ve never spoken to this kid in my life. I’ve never seen him in the hallway (maybe once or twice with John but that was it). And he has NONE of my classes. I didn’t pay much attention to it but when my mom asked who this Bryce kid who added me on Facebook was I told her that he was John’s friend.

    Then she asked about the regular stuff like if I knew him and stuff, and when I said he went to my school but I didn’t really know him she was like “Does John hang out with him often?” and I said yea because he’s literally ALWAYS at Bryce’s house. So then she was like “Well John must talk about you then if Bryce wanted to add you.” So that got me thinking.

    I mean it might be nothing, but it’s possible that he talks about me right? Maybe I’m just delusional and nothing is going on but I really have no idea. HELP!

   Ok so I haven’t posted in a while but that’s because not much has been happening lately that was worth writing about. However, all good things must come to an end. And by good things I mean no homework (Now my English teacher seems to be piling it on -.-) and John and Samantha’s relationship ;)

    So yes, John and Samantha are officially no longer a couple! I don’t know who broke up with who, but I’m pretty sure he broke up with her (is the rumour from the text becoming less of a rumour?) Fingers crossed. 

     He’s been texting me more now with smiley faces and such (idk if that means anything but it’s progress right?) I don’t know. So basically that’s all that’s been happening that’s exciting so peace out.

    Ok so in this post I’m going to talk about a couple of things that have been going on lately in my life. Tass has been reading this so to make her happy I decided that I’d talk about her and my other friends from before I moved for a bit. 

    Since she really wanted me to do this I decided I’d talk about her last ;) Ok so first we have Anne. Anne and I have been friends for a couple of years, and we really became best friends in grade 6 (and a half) to grade 8. We both got along so well, and had so many memories including LHGEBFFE (Left Handed Green Eyed Best Friends Forever) and I literally thought we were related somewhere down the line. We were and still are very close, and are both insanely obsessed with One Direction. (Don’t hate) Anyways moving on

    We then come to Hailey. Hailey is obsessed with her cat, and would probably date it if she could but I still love her. I went to her cottage once and it was really fun (except for all the mosquito bites). We’ve known each other forever but didn’t really become good friends until Grade 6 (and a half) to Grade 8. We Skype and FaceTime all the time still and I miss her so much.

     Now onto Anastasia or Tass. I’ve known her since SK when she came. She looked like a little scary russian girl from murder movies, and she didn’t disappoint. She is a creepy russian girl from horror movies. Anyways she didn’t really speak any English when we met, so everyone in our class helped her and we instantly became friends. In Grade 1 we became best friends until Kaylie came. We all three were really good friends but Tass started to feel left out and moved on to other friends. Soon, we realized that we were soul mates and became best friends again. All the years with her have been my favourite, and we still constantly text and were recently married with ring pops. She means the world to me and I don’t know what I would do without her. I miss her so much SO MUCH.

    Alright so now on to what’s been happening. So yesterday was the talent show at my school. John texted me asking if I was going and I wasn’t sure at first (because I didn’t have a ride) but when my sister came and told me she could drive me I told him that I was going. He asked what had made me change my mind (thinking it was him telling me that he was going) and I told him straight up that now I had a ride. He said oh (I think he was disappointed) and told me that he’d see me there. 

    When I got there I met with my friend Robin and her friend Lexi. She told me that she had texted John and asked him to meet up with him, and then she blamed HIM for making her feel like she had to see him that night. Even I didn’t feel obliged to see him and he was the one who told me he’d see ME. 

     Anyways, when I was there I didn’t get a chance to see him, which to be honest was pretty depressing. I really wanted to see him even though I didn’t tell anyone. But yea, I was looking forward to it, but my sister insisted on leaving early so I never really had a chance to see him.

     I saw him at school today and he smiled at me (he has the cutest smile ever). He’s in all my classes except one so thankfully I see him a lot. So we got our midterms back today and I got a 92 average (.25 behind my friend -.-) and yea. At lunch I was sitting down it was just me and my friend Kevin while we were waiting for the others. Then I saw John and his friend Liam walking in (Liam was hanging off of John’s back and John was pulling him) On their way in John caught my eye and smiled and said “Hi Nicole!” I smiled and said hi back. 

     After we ate and went upstairs James kept walking back and forth in the hallway and at one point he was literally playing air ukelele. It was weird yet surprisingly adorable. So yea that was basically the events of my day. I had a music test (not interesting) and I have a science quiz tomorrow. I should probably get going on that…. 

Your friend,

-N

    In light of recent events, I believe that I have to make a post all about the people that my sister is friends with. I’m not sure whether it will be long or short, depending on how much I have to say for each one. 

    Ok so let’s start simple with my sister’s friends that are girls. Since I won’t be saying anything too embarrassing about them I decided to keep their names the same for my sake. So there’s Paige. She’s really nice, a bit quirky, and has a little sister named Claire who is in my grade and is also sweet. I don’t really talk to Claire, but she seems nice and was dating my friend so I’m chill with her. Then there’s Margaret and Elizabeth. They’re twins. Margaret is exactly like my sister. They both love science, and have a… different… sense of humour. Elizabeth is basically my twin. She’s interested in English and Law which are both my favourite things ever. She’s also hilarious (like me ;) and I don’t know she’s really nice I approve. There’s some girl who’s name is currently slipping my mind and I bet I’m going to remember it later but I don’t know she is also really nice

    Now lets get into my sister’s gentlemen friends. For my sake I will change their names. There’s James and Kyle. They’re twins and both hockey players (Therefore they have really nice asses) I know James more, because he plays on xbox with us and has the BEST laugh I’ve ever heard in my life. But Kyle is definitely the cuter twin (They’re fraternal btw) I heard he’s a shit disturber and annoying but I can’t judge him for myself because I don’t really know him but I do know that he’s hot as hell

    Now we move on to Pikachu. His real last name sounds like a pokemon therefore I thought that making his name Pikachu would be appropriate. So Pikachu is around 6 foot 4 so he’s really REALLY tall. He’s nerdy and has hipster glasses which add to his cuteness. He’s a genius, and really nerdy to go along with the glasses. He’s into drama (like me) and I don’t really know what to say about him but he talks about AIDS a lot so I guess he’s freaking amazing

    Now we have Max. He’s one of my really good friend’s brother and I don’t even know where to begin with him. He sits next to my sister in one of her classes, and I don’t know how she breathes properly. I’d be hyperventilating if I sat near him. He’s also tall, gorgeous, and fucking gorgeous I don’t even know how to think straight when he’s close. Even though she says he’s really awkward I don’t even care I’ve fixed awkward people before and made them social. I can work my magic on him too. 

    That’s about it. But if you saw them you’d probably pass out just like I do every day. Lets just say they may not notice me (with the exception of pikachu and james) but they make the school days easier and more bearable. 

    Today was… interesting to say the least. Nothing overly exciting happened, but in English John and Samantha were next to each other, and I noticed him pull out his phone. When Sam saw it she instantly turned to me and glared. I was confused until I felt my phone start to vibrate and noticed that John had pulled out his phone (risking the teacher seeing it) just to talk to me. 

    In last period he sat behind me and he just looked so cute I couldn’t handle it. He literally texts me until the last second of the day, and begins texting me at the very second he wakes up. My sister thinks it’s cute and flirty, but I can’t help but wonder if he does it with other girls too. Like if he texts them “good morning” every morning. I really don’t know, but I hope he doesn’t.

    I’ve been working on this story called “The Loom” for a while now. It’s up to 41 pages, and once it’s done, I’m going to submit it to a publisher. That part also scares me. I mean what if I give it to them, and they don’t like it. Or what if I give it to them, and they give my idea to someone else. There’s a lot of things to worry about when it comes to getting a book published but I really don’t want to think about those right now. I’ll cross that bridge when I get to it.

    Tass has been texting/snap chatting me all day. We’re literally like sisters we’re so close. We understand each other like no one else does, and I can be my self completely when I’m around her. Even after I moved, we keep in touch. We Skype, text, and talk over Facebook frequently; and I’m glad the distance isn’t effecting us. The idea of losing her as a friend is impossible to think of, and I can’t imagine it ever happening. We’ve been through too much for anything to break us apart now. 

    Things in my life may not be the most interesting, or relevant. But they’re all part of being me. I don’t expect things to be easy, and they really aren’t right now. I can hardly stand looking at John with Samantha. It’s not that it makes me nauseous. I mean it still does, but it sort of hurts. It sort of feels like she doesn’t deserve him, but I’m just being stupid. Even though Samantha is a bitch, and John does deserve more then her. I don’t even know anymore I’m going to stop myself before I say anything stupid and do my homework.

    Ok so it’s time to go to school, so I decided to make a quick post/update before. First of all I woke up to 14 messages from Tass (bitch cray) and a good morning message from John! Freaking out right now. Ok time to go, peace